Monday, March 21, 2011

Lilly Blair Ford...

Lilly Blair Ford was born on March 5, 2011, at 5:41 am in room 211 of the Wiser Hospital for Women and Infants at UMMC. She weighed 6 lbs, 8 oz and measured 20 inches long. She is the most precious baby, and her daddy and I love her to pieces. Here's the story of how she arrived..

I was SO miserable and ready to deliver that I begged Michael to take me to PF Changs (He HATES PF Changs!) and I ordered the spiciest dish on the menu - Chang's Spicy Chicken with extra chili sauce. We had already been walking around the neighborhood a good bit, but I had decided that we were going to power walk until I couldn't walk any more!
Well, this was my fortune...
(as if I needed more motivation)

Home from PF Changs - 38 weeks pregnant, and all of our ridiculousness worked! I woke up the next morning in labor!
I stayed at home until my contractions were 4-5 minutes apart, and then called Michael and said COME HOME NOW! Although we have no pictures of before we arrived at the hospital, let me just say it was WILD!! It was filled with non-stop phone calls from Michael while I was contracting and trying to get my things together, driving from his office in Clinton to our house in 15 minutes to pick me up (usually a 35 mile drive down the Natchez Trace by the way), crazy fast packing of everyone's suitcases, and driving to the hospital like HE was the one in labor and me telling him multiple times that there was no need for emergency flashers to be on at this point! It's one of my favorite memories of the whole process. I LOVED seeing him SO excited that he was about to be a daddy. It was ONE of (THE greatest moment is a little further down) the greatest moments for me.
We got to the hospital, and they put me on a monitor and checked me. I was having contractions every four minutes and dilated 4cm. My doctor decided that my blood pressure was a little high (her's would have been too if she was in labor and had just ridden with Michael to the hospital!) so they decided it was time to ROLL!! I was THRILLED! We called all of our family and started a twelve hour journey that I will NEVER forget!

Last picture as a family of two! Still happy at this point - epidural was still working...

The fabulous Dr. Bean...I cannot express how wonderful she was!

Lilly's YaYa and BeBe. The greatest friends in world! They camped out in the waiting room with the rest of the family ALL NIGHT LONG!

Everyone waiting on Lilly...
We are missing my dad in the picture. He had gone to take a nap because he was fishing in a tournament at Lake Bruin that day and had been up since the CRACK OF DAWN. I kept telling my step-mom not to call him because I didn't think this was REALLY it - I was in TOTAL denial that I was really in labor I guess! By the way, he had found a sweet spot and caught three fish before he got the call :)
Lilly's Pops and Meme

My precious grandparents drove from Port Gibson, and waited ALL NIGHT! Everyone begged them to go home, but they were wasting their breath! They were going NOWHERE until they saw their great granddaughter!

My crazy sisters came to visit...

10 pm: This was about the time I started to notice that I was feeling A LOT of pain with my contractions...hmm. I will leave out the details of me crying, cursing, etc. and just say it was all downhill from here! That's right, the worst part of labor, and I am feeling every bit! I DID NOT want a natural childbirth, but I got one anyway :)


After twelve hours of labor, being stuck at 4cm FOREVER, and suffering through the majority of the labor process without any drugs, I finally heard the words I had been waiting on for the last nine months..."You're complete! It's time to push!!"
I started pushing at 5:30 am, and our precious Lilly Blair made her entrance at 5:41! I was SO exhausted and SO tired of hurting that I decided it was time to get serious and get this baby out of me! Michael still talks about how fast it all happened. He handled it all like a pro!


There are NO WORDS to describe the next few pictures. It was the most amazing day of my life. At this moment, I had never been so in love with my husband, and never so sure of the fact that I serve a God who is above all else. My God knew what he was doing through this whole process. All of the pain and loss, all of the worrying with this pregnancy, all of the tears shed - God brought us through. That's all we ever asked of Him was to get us through, and boy did He SHOW OFF! He gave us the most beautiful baby I've ever seen...






I will cherish this picture forever. So priceless...

They all couldn't WAIT to get their hands on her!







I can't say thank you enough to my sweet friend, Margaret, who worked 26 hours straight (that's right!) to be sure she was there to take care of Lilly when she was born! I owe her my LIFE!

I will do a post of all her visitors soon, but I have a hungry baby calling me!

Friday, February 4, 2011

Long Time, No Post...

It has been FOREVER since I have posted anything. I have been super busy with work, assembling baby necessities (it seems like Michael and I have an assembly project every night!), satisfying my major nesting urges, and working in Lilly's nursery.
I'm LOVING how everything is coming together in her room. I will post pictures as soon as the final touches are complete!
One of my nesting urges was to organize all of our pictures on the computer, transfer them to our external hard drive, etc. We already take WAY too many pictures of Chaucer, so I know it will only get worse when Lilly arrives. Anyway, I started off with great intentions of taking weekly pictures of my growing belly, but I let my practical side talk me out of it about 18 weeks into it. Who wants to take a picture of themselves when you left for work at 6:00 that morning and you are just getting home at 8:00 that night??? NOT ME! When I got to the weekly photos that I DID take, I found a rather shocking comparison:

The day we found out we were expecting Lilly (4 weeks)...

Sunday at my shower (34 weeks)...
What a difference 30 weeks makes!

My sweet, sweet friends hosted a baby shower for me and Lilly last weekend. It was so much fun, and she got so many great things. Here's a few pictures...

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Ford Christmas 2010...

I usually go ALL OUT for decorating for Christmas. Being a full time Christmas decorator would be my DREAM JOB! This year, though, I am 27 weeks pregnant, and I did NOT have the energy to decorate quite like I have in the past, but the following pictures are what my house is SUPPOSED to look like at Christmastime...

I am a HUGE bubble bath person, so I really like having a tree in my bathroom to look at every night when I'm soaking in the tub...


Master Bedroom...
This is our "travel tree". Michael and I really enjoy traveling, so this tree has pictures, ornaments, hotel keys, etc. from every trip we have taken together...
Mudroom...
Living Room...

Kitchen...
and this is what it looks like THIS year :( ...
Lilly's nursery is nowhere NEAR complete, but she would NOT be my child if she didn't have a tree in her room as well!


The Chaucey Clause...

I tried to have a little Christmas photo shoot with Chaucer today, but someone was NOT in the Christmas spirit.
Sweet Baby Chaucey Clause...

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Fall Beach Trip: What a Difference a Year Makes

Fall Beach Trip 2009

Fall Beach Trip 2010
Michael and I have made it a tradition to go to Gulf Shores, AL each November. The main purpose of this trip is for me to knock out 95% of my Christmas shopping in about two days time. We also love it because the weather is beautiful and the crowds are slim.
What no one knows is that the 2009 beach picture is also the morning we found out that we were pregnant with our 4th child. Unfortunately, a few weeks later, we lost that precious child just as we had lost the first three.
Yes, this current pregnancy is our 5th, and although we never wanted to lose a baby, I am so thankful that God led us through this journey because I now have a totally different perspective on life. There were many, MANY days that I repeatedly asked, "Why, God?". There were many days that I had to walk away from a situation or conversation because I was overcome with emotion and pain. There were many days when I would cry all the way home from work because I did not understand how someone could not want a precious child that they had been blessed with or how they could have healthy child after healthy child and do drugs their entire pregnancy...I was doing everything perfect. What was wrong with me? There were many days that I prayed for a negative pregnancy test because I was afraid of the sadness that had always followed a positive one.
Now, though, I can see the picture so clearly. Michael and I were not ready for a child two years ago. We were not ready as husband and wife to add another part to the equation, and we were not ready spiritually, financially...I could go on and on.
Since beginning our journey through pregnancy loss, I have been bombarded by texts, phone calls, emails, etc. from others who are experiencing the same thing, and in NO WAY do I think this is by mistake. I have had the opportunity to share our story with many people, and to share the ultimate message that God's plan for each of us is so perfect. I know that it may not sink in with them immediately, but my prayer is that it will at least get them through. Those days when I was overcome with fear, sadness, etc. that is the phrase that I would repeat to myself hundreds of times each day. God's plan is so perfect... God's plan is so perfect... God's plan is so perfect... It was the only thing that got me through.
The following picture speaks volumes to me. Now, 25 weeks pregnant with our healthy, precious Lilly Blair. We now know how precious life is and how TRULY GREAT our God is. We are SO ready now, and we can say without a doubt that God's plan for us to become parents was truly perfect...


I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth
I lift my eyes onto the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord, the maker of heaven and earth

And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm